Thank you for speaking with me the other day. I have had the worst two weeks of my ilife and this is destroying me. I am keeping it together outside but inside I am dying. I made a first mistake in my life by getting this DUI but I am crippling all of those around me…. I cant drive our kids which is one of my big jobs in my day I was not out joy riding… I made a very wrong decision to go a few blocks and I own that …..
I do not understand this… I would be willing to agree to never drink again if this all went away and do community service daily if I could. I am devastated and very frightened I will more then likely lose my job… this doesn’t help people move on and be better people in life it has major health ramifications ….illness anxiety and depression … I need my job it defines me and I am very proud of what I have accomplished. I am not a criminal in fact the absolute opposite.
I am going to humiliate our children. This is not who I am people will be shocked if they find out I have a criminal record for a DUI. Now everyone around me who does find out will forever judge me and label me. On Thursday we are going to court to plead guilty I will be then starting everything with MTO I have spoken with them.
From your end what do we need to send you to get this moving? And I am petrified of our trip in April that I will be denied entry or pulled aside in the Bahamas in front of our girls. You had said a travel letter can be made right away but then I am travelling with this for 5 years?
Our daughter has a soccer tournament in Buffalo in June and I have to lie somehow to get out of it. I am mortified let alone driving with kids with the interloc in our car and them asking me. Sorry to tell you all this but I just want you to know the urgency of this and I will do anything else you think I can to get this all taken away…thank you. Just let us know what I need to send on Thursday to get this moving as soon as possible or make a meeting with you. I completely understand how busy you are so I am ashamed to be burdening you with this……I am so thankful that I have an option so thank you deeply for your help
